Tuesday, 6 October 2020

Precious

You make my insecurities go away
Daily you peel off my mask and reveal my fears, you make me weak and at the same time strong.

The will to shut you out has been broken.
Once free like a bird, I'm scared I'm getting tamed. 
I dance to your tunes and answer to your calls.
You're the calm to my craze, the cool to my fiery.

Always thought I was in control but you carried out a coup, orchestrated perfectly. I've been poisoned by jealousy, thoughts of you leaving make me sick. 

You're precious
Pretty
Razor sharp, never to be caught unprepared.
Enticing, that's why my shoelaces got me tripping.
Captivating and Charming.
Innocent yet wild 😅.
Onyinye, perfectly defines you're a gift
Unique because you're you
Seductive, because I know you seduced me.




Cloud 9

Had a vision but now I got seizures. I'm in a dogfight, underdogs got nothing on me. I'm fighting, no lightings, just darkness.

Hitting 220 on my mustang, tearing down the wild west. Tyres screeching loud. Could hear the wind calling my name. Alas Hades dialled my number

Hey you. Hol up, take a pause.
Take a puff and pass the blunt.
Without darkness there'd be no light.
What if darkness was actually the light and the light was darkness. 
What if the day was actually night and night was day, then we'd need darkness in form of head lamps to be used on cars during the day as we'd see clearly during the night.
 We'd end up paying bills for darkness and buying dark bulbs to be used during the day.. and switch off the dark bulbs during the night

Fuck it.. I'm outta here

Broken

Maybe I'm trying too hard
Maybe I'm running too fast
Maybe I ain't pushing too hard

I tried, but she said I never gave my all.
Shady dreams I sold to her, empty promises I made.
I lost a part of being human when you said twas over. 
I got lost in my sorrows and drowned in my darkness.

The Feds got me locked up.
I lurked around just to let you know I loved you,
Paid the ultimate price, 5 years behind bars just to say the L word

I let my heart lead instead of my head
Thought this was day one of forever, but I guess there ain't no forever, just lucid dreams floating around like bubbles waiting to be pricked.

Homies said You found another one, but you know I am the better one, stop the denial before it eats you deep. Popped them blue pills to get you outta my head cause ya ma addiction

All them nice guys died inside when you chose the toxic ones over them ..
we're all broken and hoping to heal

Sunday, 19 January 2020

Behind your smile stories lay untold. Shades of darkness awaiting a glimpse of light. A heavy cross on your shoulder. Careful before you get nailed.

You tried to be strong, smiled when you cried. You tried to act act tough but don't you forget I'm the director. Don't get wrecked.

Barriers quite high‼️ tried to break them but she said this ain't no Jericho. I tell myself I'm the answer to your prayers. The bestie you never had. Gonna share your burden till you start to bud.

Hey you‼️ don't turn your back on me.
Imma wine and dine with Diana. Ain't stopping till you whine to my lines and your burdens cast to the swine. Damn!! This ain't jibes cause i love your vibes

My name is Aikay and I'm a bit extra‼️
I don't want you alone in darkness. Toss them regrets out cos we heading to the light. We going all out cause it's a full-blown war and it's going down the wire